Last night I took Misoprostol at 10:30 p.m. About a half hour later I suffered severe cramping, chills and insomnia. I was actually glad for the insomnia because around 4:00 a.m. I began having a terrible case of the poopies. So much so that I literally had to run to the toilet. Yet, now it’s been 13 hours since my first dose and I still haven’t passed anything. Nary a spot of blood. I suppose I should be happy for small favors since I have a busy day at work preparing for a trial on Tuesday. I’m going to take another dose tonight of 800 mg and hopefully that’ll do the trick.
As sad as this is, I’ve been so focused on avoiding the need for a D&C that I haven’t had much time to think about what it means to not be preggers anymore. Although now that I think of it, I’m kinda glad to be able to mainline caffeine again. (A must this morning.) And this weekend I plan to take a super hot bath. (Although I did read that you aren’t supposed to do that on Misoprostol. Since my doc didn’t say it, I’ll play it by ear.) I also wonder if my nails are going to break all the sudden when the hormones wear off because they’ve never looked so good.
All in all, I think I’ll be able to take all of this in stride. I wasn’t so sure yesterday when I learned my BFF is preggers. I listened patiently and helped her celebrate before I told her I lost ours. It was kinda sucky but she’s so great and upbeat that she cheered me up. She really helped me think of this as only a delay in our eventual pregnancy plans and to remember that this alone doesn’t mean that we will never be able to conceive. Plus, like my hubby is fond of saying, the fun is in the trying, right?